Restoring a flying machine is soul twisting experience, and Id like to extend applause, my wrung out soul, and weakened encouragement to those who have done this before, along side, and those yet to embark. This is a post as much to myself as it is to those who can commiserate, to keep up the good work, and maintain these machines which still embody the same magic those Wright boys sought out, while our loved ones and friends feign enthusiasm.
If you start, it's difficult to maintain a threshold of how deep you dig, and no matter how deep you think you've gone, there's another layer, and another beyond that. We've managed to contort our bodies, and almost all extremities, into unnatural positions, eyeglasses fogged with sweat, flashlight gripped in worn teeth, only to drop that fastener into the void below, countless times, hours spent retrieving, but the small reward of success is addictive. The threshold of patience, perseverance, continually rises, along with the tolerance of waning funds. After months, years, nothing else out there makes any sense, people surrounding at work or play become alien, no one understands this linear and focused thinking, so why bother engaging, better to slip away into the hangar and anxiously open the latest Spruce delivery in solitude. Im 4 years in on a 170B resto/mod and I'm still mostly pumped, and mostly alone.
Im lucky to have a grown child, a semi-understanding partner, a decent job, and a lack of fiscal responsibility. Anyone who puts themselves through this relies on whatever gifts they have to succeed, there's many paths to the run up and eventual rotation, and I wholeheartedly raise a glass to this community for sharing and keeping our dream and dream machines alive, and to those mentors who dangle the carrot.
And to those of you smart enough to just fly what you got.... you keep us inspired, mostly.


