On the way out to Russ's fly-in in the morning, I'm picking up an old aviator, age 95, who was a B-29 flight engineer on missions over Japan. Hope he's not too upset about riding in my new RAV4.
There are fewer and fewer of The Greatest Generation left, and so many of them died in the War, in Korea, and in Viet Nam, not to mention all those who gave all more recently in the Gulf, Iraq, and Afghanistan.
I posted this on Facebook a couple of days ago. I hope you'll all appreciate it, too.
Cary
As we celebrate Memorial Day this weekend, we are honoring our fallen military, those who gave their lives in the service of our nation. A few days ago marked the 68th anniversary of the day my Daddy gave his life, when his Wyoming Air Guard P-51 crashed near Hillsdale, Wyoming, on what was supposed to be a routine training flight. This is his story, my way of honoring him.
I remember that day as if it happened as recently as last week. It was late in the afternoon, and Ma said, “I wonder where your father is. He promised to be home early.” Then she sent us outside. My little Sister and I were playing in the front yard of our home, when a Chevy sedan squealed to a stop at the curb. Two men got out, and one of them asked if our Mommy was at home. They knocked on the door, and Ma called to us to come inside. They started to tell us what had happened, and Ma burst into tears. When it sank into my 4 year old mind that Daddy was dead, I started beating on one of the men, “You killed my Daddy!”
Eventually I calmed down, and Ma sent my Sister and me upstairs. I guess that she didn’t want us to hear the details. But I learned many years later that the details she was told were wrong.
You see, for years I was angry with Daddy for leaving us, because Ma was told that he was hot-dogging, being careless. I blamed him, because our lives were made more difficult without him; we had no TV, we had no car, we went without things that our friends had, because we couldn’t afford it. I was personally told that same story many years later, by a man who was putting together a history of the Wyoming Air Guard. That was the unofficial story, which started from the very moment the accident was first reported. But that story wasn’t true.
A few years ago, I learned the truth. From the time of the accident until only about 10 years ago, the official military accident report was classified, unavailable to anyone except those “with the need to know”. As a result, it had not been reported that Daddy’s instructor, flying in another airplane, had instructed him to do a “victory roll” without proper training and with insufficient altitude. This same instructor gave other pilots bad instruction, and others also died during that same time period because of him. But because of military secrecy, those who really should have known and could have done something about it didn’t have the information they needed. After the report was declassified, I obtained a copy.
Daddy had flown B-25s in training, but his Army Air Corps service during WWII was as a copilot in C-47s. He had been awarded the Air Medal for one of his missions, a relief flight in New Guinea which saved countless American lives. When he left the Army Air Corps and we moved to Cheyenne, it was natural for him to join the Wyoming Air Guard. Soon the Air Guard obtained a fleet of P-51s, and of course, every pilot wanted to fly that superb airplane. Because most of them had flown bombers and cargo aircraft during the War, the transition training for most of them was inadequate. They spent only 4 hours in an AT-6 military trainer (both the student and instructor in the same airplane), and then they flew the P-51 (single seaters, so that the instructor flew in another airplane).
Daddy was brand new to the P-51. The first hour in the P-51 was in the airport traffic pattern, taking off and landing. He was in only his second hour, which was supposed to be a high speed instructional cruise flight as his instructor’s wingman, getting accustomed to handling an airplane which in level flight cruised at over 300 mph. They were not supposed to do any aerobatics during that flight. In fact, aerobatics below 20,000’ above sea level were prohibited by AAC regulation during training; but they were flying at only 12,000’, when the instructor pilot ordered Daddy to follow him through a victory roll. Daddy tried, but because he had no training in aerobatics and so little experience in the airplane, he lost control while it was upside down, and it fell into a spin.
Another flight of P-51s were in the area at a higher altitude, and their pilots observed what happened. They saw Daddy’s airplane fall into the spin, and that Daddy did what he had been taught to do to get out of the spin. They reported that he succeeded in stopping the turning, but by then he was too close to the ground and could not pull up in time. You see, a P-51 makes approximately 2 1/2 turns after full anti-spin controls are used before it stops turning, and each turn causes it to lose nearly 2,500’. By then the airplane is in a steep dive, and it takes more altitude to level off. With less than 6000’ between their flight altitude and the ground, it was impossible for him to recover. He hit the ground at an enormous airspeed, and our lives were forever changed.
For awhile after learning what had really happened, I was angry with the instructor, and I was angry with all those who had misled us over the years about the details of the accident. Most importantly, though, I was no longer angry with my Daddy. What happened is in the past. Now all I want to do is honor him. He died all too soon, less than a month after his 29th birthday. He was a real hero during WWII, and he was a patriot serving his country, our country, to the end.
Thank you, Daddy, for your service, and for leaving me with a legacy of flight. I also served in the Air Force, and only 10 days after my own 29th birthday, I took my first flight lesson. For more than 43 years, I’ve been among those who, in the words of John Gillespie Magee, have “slipped the surly bonds of earth, and danced the skies on laughter-silvered wings”. I would not have done any of that, without your example. I am so grateful to you.